I invite you to see
I only want to show my truth. My husband wanted to be seen. I loved him with all of my being. It wasn't all bad - there were so many laughs. This is my truth - my husband, my life with my husband, and the aftermath and truth of my husband. I love you Drew.
My Truth
These images are not curated for comfort. They are real.
They are raw. They are part of the story I lived.
If you enter, do so with respect. Do so with care.
And understand: this is not for spectacle.
This is for truth.
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My Drew
Drew & Poo Poo aka Bastian Balthazar Bux
Poo Poo always wanted kisses from his daddy
Drew & Poo Poo & Food
Poo Poo always thought all meals were shared. He was a gentleman about reminding you that he would like some food.....from your plate.
I'm So Excited.....and ow.
Always a goof
Bob Ross in Home Depot
Just Drew
Content Warning
The sections below contain the hardest parts of our story—real videos and photos from deeply painful, honest moments.
Shared not for shock, but for truth. Because this was our life.
Not appropriate for minors.
Please proceed with care, and honor whatever boundaries you need. This is my CYA.
Drew's 3 day video diary - 2019
Day 1
Day 2
Day 2 - anniversary video
Day 2 - later that night
Day 3
A Constant Battle - 2020
My husband was very self-aware (and stubborn) and his alcoholism was always a constant battle. He didn't die from alcoholism - he lost his battle with it.
While these images may be difficult to see, they are the truth.
Videos of our home when my husband passed.
My Husband's Bedroom
These were recorded by my family & friends. They sunshine cleaned up after my husband passed.
My Husband's Bedroom
These were recorded by my family & friends. They sunshine cleaned up after my husband passed.
My Husband's Truth
This is, by far, the hardest video to watch. I want to apologize because that is my nature but this is my husband's truth and no apology is necessary. It was a truth that he talked about frequently.
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